Shake it Up teaser

https://www.youtube.com/embed/DX2ZPAFvohc

NEW music coming soon! "Shake it up"

"Shake it Up" prod. by Mike Dez- Widow White

New music and video dropping in two weeks.

Check out the teaser up on May/19

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Hollywood

I can feel her presence in the air
The smell of her perfume
Her fresh washed hair
Lipgloss stains all on your neck
Salty tears down my face
Not the only one wet
Wasted time
Wasted money
Anger I can't control
The closer I get to you
The more I feel alone.

Now I'm left to not feel
Left to turn numb
When all I ever wanted
Was to be the only one.

But I guess I'm not worth it.

You make me feel not worth it.
You make me feel insecure.
You contributed to the deep depression of existence that I love.
hidden by the hope of true love and mixing different drugs.

I'm trying my hardest not to be completely disgusted.
But I'm obsessing.

Sad sad city

Thorns that you gave me to hold
Pierces my hand let the blood run cold
Make me realize what you want to realize that what you did wasn't wrong
That what you did reflected a man that was strong
Or a pussy as boy who never deserved the love that was given.

There are somethings you can't take back.
Trust issues a relationship will always lack.
The beginning of the doom.
The beginning of resentment.
The choice that you made will never go away.
But I will.
My love will.
My heart will.

It's all sad really.

won

i feel the distance

the fear of hesitation

i taste the pain

still dripping off the edge of your tongue  

slowly winding around

 make it come undone

show the best that you have won

throw it in their face

revenge the everyone 

you are somebody 

you will be somebody 

you just have to push thru

the ordinary glue

eat it alive 

make it fossils 

then show the best that you have one

show those motherfuckers

you have one. 

Thorns tasted petals.

Words unspoken
Swallowed already choking
A moment experienced
A word taken aback
It will never be the same
Another knife in the back
From the throat torn to the sternum
A voice ripped closed
Hellen Keller to the devils vows
Bow to the darkness
Die in its wrath
Necklace full
Of thorns.
A
Junkies words
Mean more
Than the Stems.
You believe just the thorns.

Fruit of Manifestation

Click one for a passcode
Click two for a tear
Read one
Then repent it
Read more
The question it all
I understand
More than I get credit for
Is this the plan intended?
Or a dead end?
Dead ends cut from the root
Sprinkle the flesh
Creating a new fruit
A fruit of temptation
A fruit of devastation
It's all just a guise
You think it's well enough
But it will prove you weren't wise.